I just got news from my agency that our case has been kicked out of PGN for the 3rd time. If you are not familiar with the terminology, when a case gets "kicked out" it means that there is a mistake that my attorney in Guatemala has to correct. It could be something as simple as a misspelled word. Then my attorney corrects it, resubmits it, and we wait AGAIN and hope that it is approved soon. From what I have heard, my attorney is one of the best there is in Guatemala. It really has nothing to do with him or my case, it is just a matter of how tough the reviewer is that is reviewing my documents. I now God has a reason for all of this, but it's really hard to trust Him in times like this. There are so many why's I want to ask him...like why didn't you let my baby come home at the beginning of the summer when I had the WHOLE summer off and he could have been bonding with me instead of the foster mother. But as hard as it is, I do believe that God knows what He is doing, and I know he has a reason for everything. And as long as he brings that precious baby home to me one day, I will be forever grateful to Him and give Him all the glory, honor and praise.
Here's a poem a friend had framed for me and hangs in Dominick's room:
A HALF A WORLD AWAY
A half a world away
Sometimes it seems we're so far apart
But a half a world away
Is not too far a journey of the heart
My little one, my bundle of joy
I'm waiting for you
My precious son, my baby boy
I know you're waiting too
A half a world away
A child waits for a family of his own
While a half a world away
A family waits to come bring him home
My little one, my bundle of joy
I'm whispering a prayer
My precious son, my baby boy
I hope to soon be there
I hope that we
will no longer be
a half a world away
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